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Monday, June 1, 2009
His 1st love death anniv..


Just earlier.. At a time of i think 11 pm. He once had his last gm for tonight. And it says..

"Bukas n pla ang 1st death anniv nya. June 1. My first love, first kiss, my first everything."

Just the moment i read it. My world turns gray, & feeling like he still haven't moved on. Look, im his i think.. 15th or 10th girlfriend.. but still many girls had passed through him, still.. its like he haven't move on. Sadly, my unli had expired already and i ddnt had a chance to ask him about it. Its already 11 pm and the loading stations are already closed. I dunno but, its better not to ask him about it.. i will feel more grayful if i've known all about it. Its not like im jealous with a dead. But, i know.. its natural to people to feel terrible when it comes to death annivs ryt? Well, i really dunno what to say to him.


I dunno what to do.. I was so happy and feeling ok before i read his message , all about it.. but .. it really makes me down. I know "first love never dies" but, dibah.. dpt mtgal n xa nkapg move on his past. I know she died and he needs to visit her at at the cemetery.. i dunno.. I feel so sick.
Later, i checked my balance and there's still 6 peso left. So i texted him, begging him to call me at least once. You know what he always answer, "Wa load." But damn! Even 20 peso he can't load? Darn. I wasted almost 200 pesos just to call him every week. Wasting 20 pesos for a 20 min call. And he still can't call me. Darn. Then when? he said "Can't you wait?" . Oh gawd. I said "Yeah, i really can't wait.. you know if you can call me even for just a second i'll be glad and have my trust on you. And still, you had your work before... your parents always gives you money, darn. you still can't call me??" *sigh. I also said that "Ok fine! Don't call anymore.. i wont be needing your call!" . He ddnt replied. DARN! I wanna kill him to death. W8 w8. back to the topic.

Ok, its his first love's 1st death anniv. I wonder what happened to her. But anyone na nmtayan, e surely he'll remember all those pasts. I don't wanna ask him about it. I dunno what to do. What would i tell him, .. or i'll just be silent and pretending to be deaf?

heart blue w/ glitter 1:07 AM

I love Coraline!


Amf. I seen the Coraline movie. Amf. Its so cute. Its not for kids really. Its for teens, coz its kinda horrific and too dangerous for the youngster to see.But I terribly love it. I love the story sequel. Had you also seen you it?



Its really cool. I admire Wybie's bravery. :] Amf. Coraline's other mother was really a monster. It has terrible place. Amf. May terms rn kxe na hnd pwd sa bata. Ang baka gyahin rn nla ung gwainni Coraline. Sbgay, kht i myself.. Convinced to let me just stay on that OTHER side. Awtz. But i can't take the part that Coraline was needed to replace her eyes with buttons. Amf. terrible! Pls watch it. Its really cool!

heart blue w/ glitter 12:54 AM